Thank You For Breaking My Heart

There was a time when I said to myself I'd never fall again. That I'd never fall for the wrong guy again. Then you came. I was not convinced at first. But you were persistent. To the point, you were pretty irritating. I guess in a good way. Of course, you weren't called pretty boy for nothing.

You promised me the whole world. You even said I am your world. That the world revolves around me. I thought you were too good to be true back then. Now, looking back, I think you really were after all.

But just like the other guy, you also broke my heart. But am I surprised? No. Not at all. I can see that coming. I just don't know exactly when.

Of course, I was hurt. I thought you were different. I guess, my first hunch was right. I shouldn't have trusted you and your sweet words. I should have known better. To think a lot of people were telling me to stay away from you. But I guess I am either too kind to see bad in people, or I am too gullible. And I refuse to admit I am the latter. You were just too convincing.

Despite all that has happened, I refuse to back down. Yes, I cried. But I am not so sure if my tears were all meant for you. Perhaps I also cried for myself for wasting my time. For being made a fool once again. And out of pity for those who, like me, have believed in your sweet lies. For all those false hopes you have given and for all those who prayed for forever that never came true.

I may have loved you. I may have cried a little like I did. But after all that's been said and done, like the tears that fell from my eyes that I could and would never bring back, you are completely out of my system.

Still, thank you for coming into my life. You are one of the many obstacles that I have to hurdle. At least I have to content myself that you weren't completely useless. That my time spent with you weren't completely wasted. You are one of those lessons learned in every sad story. A lesson learned in a very hard way.

But hold your horses. My story hasn't ended yet. I have only just begun.

This is Miho Nishida. Stronger, braver, fiercer than ever. Thank you for breaking my heart.

Disclaimer: This article is a product of a fan's opinion based on circulating information and is no way the true sentiments of Miho Nishida. Just written in first person point of view as if she was the one speaking. So if anyone is offended by this, please do not blame her. It's my own blog. I take whole responsibility for this. Thank you.