My Sunflower Girl

I was hurt. Yes, a few times. The last time, I thought it was forever. I loved. I dreamed. I wished. I hoped. But how can I believe that such a thing could still exist? I must really be naïve.

I was firmly resolved not to love again. Not anytime soon at least. I’d focus on myself without worrying about someone else.

Then you came.

You said hi, I said hello. That’s it. Or should I say, that should be it, but it didn't turn out that way. The Hi’s and Hello’s became, How are you’s? And days go by, it progresses to how was your day?

Some days more, I began to joke around. Out of courtesy, you laughed. Or am I really that funny? I am not sure. I just felt like I am beginning to feel at ease when you are around; that I don’t need to be somebody else just to fit in. I can be myself around you.

You were liked by a lot of people. So I am not weird for liking you after all. You were like a magnet. You seem to attract everybody; boys and girls alike. You can light up an entire room because of your smile and sunny personality. So this could be nothing… or anything. Am I really weird? I guess I am. I get that a lot anyway so it’s okay.

I invited you out for ice cream. Oh, I love ice creams! Yeah, I have an excuse for inviting you out. It’s just the ice cream, for heaven’s sake! But do you have magic? Because the ice cream never tasted that good. Only that time when I was with you.

Then one day I realized I missed you when you were not around. I missed your company. I missed the way you laugh at my silly jokes. I missed the ice creams. Though I can always get myself a scoop or two anytime, it just wouldn’t taste as good without you.

What is this? Am I falling again? Is it possible? Perhaps. Yes!

With you, the world stops spinning around. The sky seems bluer, the grass more green, and the sun shines brighter. Everything blooms when you are near.

But I would not dare rush things. I know you aren’t ready yet. I am not even sure if you would believe me; or if there is a possibility that you’d feel the same way towards me. I’d really look forward to that day. But right now, all I can do is patiently wait.

All I know is that, I want to be with you right now and every day. And I am willing to wait. Wait for your heart to open up again. I know it is going to be hard because of what you have been through. But I can’t just give up someone like you, especially without putting up a fight.

For now, I am your BEST FRIEND that you can count on whenever and wherever you need me. I’ll be your knight in shining armor; your shoulder to cry on. But secretly, you are my sunshine on a cloudy day, the icing on my cupcake, my piece of heaven on earth.

I will always be here for you my BFF. And I will always love you, MY SUNFLOWER GIRL!

Disclaimer: This is just a fan blog and in no way represents the feelings and sentiments of Miho Nishida and JV Kapunan a.k.a. Young JV. Credits to their instagram accounts for the photos used in the video and the song's original owners, singers, and producers. No copyright infringement intended. Made just for the love of Miho Nishida.

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